After finally hearing from Patrick after 4 months of being cut out of his life with zero communication whatsoever, I am again cut off and out.

During this past week I have began to pull the necessary pieces needed to complete the foundation of my sobriety.

Balancing and being faced with having to make a decision between myself and my own sobriety and helping someone I care about. Until now there has been no decision to make I would have let all the work and resources I have managed to pull together completely fall apart with no regard, regret, or concern for my own well being and quality of life doing that would then result in, in order to try and help, support, and be with someone who apparently doesn't want to talk to me let alone be with me.

Find out the decision I make within this three part episode

"Shit I have to say... When you fucking treat me this way... "