September 21, 2000: It’s never words he speaks

The dream: I was visited—frog. The visitation of a frog means, the totem animal is preparing me for cleansing. Signals from the frog warn of unexpected change. It could be lifestyle of spiritual—either way, the frog is my guide. Now I must decide—do I believe or ignore the message. My choice is trust. If I were to lose my job, I may have nothing. That’s why it’s incredibly important to trust the creator. Do I let God seize control or continue to fall like the weakling I can be? I am only a strong man in the eyes of a coward. I see what’s invisible—my weakness is the inability of becoming invisible with it. I find no pleasure in being recognized! Think not of being a great human, never assume for your face will only become lost. What’s created isn’t for you but another man, possibly a woman. Being open to all forms of method allows you to accept all colors in a box of crayons.