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This has been long time coming, a lot of roadblocks, mostly self created from systemic deep rooted childhood issues, second guessing, too much attention to background noises and and fear....
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This has been long time coming, a lot of roadblocks, mostly self created from systemic deep rooted childhood issues, second guessing, too much attention to background noises and and fear. This is as real as I cud get, did’nt plan on writing this .. just about to shower and decided to dig into this app, most times I would delay and that delay would eventually end up months of everything else but this. This small thing .. that could actualy be an outlet for me to finding myself, first off an immense challenge to myself, I am not a natural speaker when it comes to recordings .. this gona be interesting and imma drag you all with me. Hopefully with ur listening ears I get to shed my insecurities and become myself as I was ‘intended’ to be whatever that was. So buckle up, its gona be mental but neccessary. Finding urself is not an easy step to make but it has to start somewhere and I chose this as my jumping board. Hopefully enough water in the pool so I dont fall flat on my face, wish me luck …
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Aidan's note to self
Aidan's note to self
18 FEB 2023 · K this time I actually bolted myself down to write few key notes and sorta stich them together, bit bumpy and stuffy but hey it's a first! Hopefully the second one would be a little better, I didnt want to extend the hablando too much being a new approach to podcasting. This Oprah-esqe bit is actually me talking out loud, almost like I am evaluating my friendships and relationships, all from my past experiences.I missed a point about my cat Razor being endfowed, I was'nt trying to be crude ... but he's endowned as in extra few pounds! I missed that part as I was too busy running my mouth a little too fast, need a few more speed bumps to slow the hussle. I talk fast when Im nerveous and sometimes get entangled in the subject matter. I flip and tumble and jokes kinda fall flat, hope you guys understand. Like a broken record I'll say this one last time .. this is a hugh deal for me, I always feel like my throat chakra needs some drastic makeover and my solar plexus could use an upgrade. Maybe in my tangent, i'll learn along the way to organically be more cohesive. Id like my podcast to be natural but "natural' is not an easy challenge to take on .. that's why this podcast came about. Please stick around ...
15 FEB 2023 · got to work early, got a well shaded spot, was gona use the wireless mic but battery was dead! So a new primitive approach to podcasting outside of home. After third recording I decided to to publish this car chat, the first one music was too loud and this one a lil better but music stopped playing instead of running on a loop, hey its all part and parcel of diving into something totally out of my norm. Just got a conformation from my buddy, the jet setting teacher interview is on! wohooo … now just gota go out and find the other two characters, social worker and se* worker, I wanna hear the inside scoop of their life! dont we all wanna know? By this time ya’llprolly tired of hearing me talking about myself and my speech impediment. Ya’ ll have a blessed day, big hugs!
14 FEB 2023 · Dang, still need a lotta work to pull my vocab from the basement, they just all sit there wating for the sun to shine in ... after the podcast, dangit. Dont knoiw why .. anyway wishing ya'll Happy Valentine"s day! Another day off ... how sweet the sound of it, I didnt get much accomplished yesterday, only did Starbucks, went and got dinner and a cake, its laundry day, work prep day and shave. Gotta shave every other day or else it'll be full moon at the top of my head. This podcast I am just sharing few of my favourite words of encouragement and 'advice' from my folder, sometimes we all need reinforcement and a reminder, to keep ourselves in check to walk a straight line with a balanced head on our shoulder. I compiled them the facebook page 'The Wise You", they have definielty helped me go tru sum stuff and I hope to shed the same light of hope, encouragement and supppor for you as well. I will repost them on my facebook page AidanZO305. Ya'll have a blessed V day and catch ya soon
13 FEB 2023 · I caught myself confessing to my insane addiction to Starbucks, the ramble continues ...maybe I should talk about all my weird obsessions, that oughtta get the chat going!
13 FEB 2023 · Yea baby! day off ramble, you never know whats gonna come out of this fou* mouth, hang on to my ramble doodle.
11 FEB 2023 · Ok. Ima have to start writing things down, ya'll can holler at me on Tik Tok, Facebook or Instagram, it aint no free shooting range, if ya'll dead who's gonna listen to me ... I know my cats wont! ...and Thank You for those that reached out to me and extended their support and love, I am sooooo appreciative of that. K gnight for now, papa Aidan gota catch dem sheeps before they trample me over.
11 FEB 2023 · I am trying to publish something everyday so for the first month, let me warn you ahead of time ... there'll be talk about poo and pee when I ran out things to talk about, let u be warned! Listening to myself I kinda puked a lil .. gross. First I need to get used to listening to my own adolescent voice, the innocent age that I left gahzillion years ago. I am more so starting to look like a wrinkly newborn, shiny head, no eyebrows but with facial hair that would not quit! Dont mind the hair but they grow like wild bushes, you cant groom them nice. No matches in the house afraid I might the sudden urge to set them on fire. Done dinner, it was alright .. I know I'll be bloated and gassy in an hour, once the sodium kicks in, too late for regrets. Armed with activated charcoal and tums tsunami hits. K ima scoot here, ill post a lil late night snack later and a freebee, you'll get and update on my unruly and misbehaving tummy from a stubborn and junk binging host. Yea I am an alien, a legal alien Thank God. Hats off for now, chitty chatty choo choo in a few ... if ya guys show sum love, I'll rant some more.
8 FEB 2023 · Really just goofing around till I get sleepy enough to pull up the sheets and call it a night, I apologize for all the tangeant, I am hoping that my ramble would be more organized and have a better direction next time and hopefully a better command of english, listening back ... Im like wth is he saying? My vocabulary all messed up, forget grammer .. they were left in the dust the minute I say hey .. hey. This is all impromptu, unplanned .. ok, messy! but ill make a concerted effort to be more blu collar and presentable next time you hear my voice i wont choke you to death or render you deaf, hopefully my ramble would kill few minutes of nothing to do time or maybe envigorate you to go out and save the world, ya never kno. In conclusion, I am literally tearing myself out of the box, dragging myself tru the cyberspace mud and grime to peel off the insecurities, the fear, stagnation, self doubt and maybe sum childhood trauma? I really dont know, hopefully with this podcast ill be able to trangress and hopefully by speakling out loud even when no one listening, it somehow has a positive impact to restore balance and guide my way to restore. Healing, that is what Im searching over, I am detecting me going on a tangeant again here but subconsciously, this is already working .. I am slowly but surely, opening up. May this journey at its infancy help me and others. We all can grow together, learn from each other, listen to each other, share and support each other, that all sounds insanely awesome but it has to start from you. I have to start from the inside. This is a preparation, lack structure but it has a destination. May we all reach there someday!
This has been long time coming, a lot of roadblocks, mostly self created from systemic deep rooted childhood issues, second guessing, too much attention to background noises and and fear....
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This has been long time coming, a lot of roadblocks, mostly self created from systemic deep rooted childhood issues, second guessing, too much attention to background noises and and fear. This is as real as I cud get, did’nt plan on writing this .. just about to shower and decided to dig into this app, most times I would delay and that delay would eventually end up months of everything else but this. This small thing .. that could actualy be an outlet for me to finding myself, first off an immense challenge to myself, I am not a natural speaker when it comes to recordings .. this gona be interesting and imma drag you all with me. Hopefully with ur listening ears I get to shed my insecurities and become myself as I was ‘intended’ to be whatever that was. So buckle up, its gona be mental but neccessary. Finding urself is not an easy step to make but it has to start somewhere and I chose this as my jumping board. Hopefully enough water in the pool so I dont fall flat on my face, wish me luck …
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