1 JUL 2024 · Anxiety has an enormous impact on my life. It affects my ability to decide which version of myself I want to present to the world. Despite this, I can see and feel my dreams. It feels like I am chasing the multitude of stars high up in the night sky, making me realize that my dreams shine as bright as those stars.My undying passion drives me as a woman who refuses to be hurt again by listening to the voice of anxiety. I am determined to level the playing field with my willpower and face this game head-on.
There is no time left to settle or stall. The next chapter and phase of my life is here and now. Reflecting on the challenges I faced and overcame. I realize the importance of this moment in my life’s journey.I aim to lead with grace and elegance, recognizing the impact I have on others. The image I project out into the world holds great significance, as does acknowledging how far I have come in my life’s journey. How I pour into others satisfies me immensely.I have learned not to dim my light for anyone. I understand that in reaching my fullest potential. The ceiling is constantly moving, making all things possible. With the essence of time being everything.There are countless ideas, life experiences, and stories I want to share with the world. I realize the importance of knowing when it is time to let go and move on.
I have found myself moving at an undesirable pace when my life is in disarray: it feels much faster than I would prefer, making life more challenging. Dealing with overwhelming anxiety causes my vision to blur, leading to an instant sense of burnout.In my remaining time on Earth, I aim to accomplish as many of my dreams as possible. In moments like these, when I seek ways to recharge before burning out completely. I question my ability to achieve my dreams due to the elevated expectations I have set for myself.
Feeling overwhelmed, tears fall from my eyes. I am reminded of the time when I wanted to self-sabotage my dreams and retreat to an outdated version of myself.Through it all, I have learned that having the right people in my life has been crucial. I can talk to them, and they support and guide me. I receive amazing advice from supportive family members and friends when I need it most.