11 SEP 2026 · What if the way you react under pressure isn’t simply “who you are”—but an old pattern you’ve never learned how to recognize or change?
In this powerful episode of Living Your Life by Design, Dr. Esther Graham sits down with transformational coach, speaker, author, and leadership trainer Kevin Goins for a practical conversation about emotional intelligence, leadership, self-awareness, and what it really takes to move from an untrained brain to a trained brain.
Kevin explains how our automatic fight, flight, or freeze responses can quietly influence the way we communicate, lead, make decisions, and navigate difficult relationships. But while those responses may have developed as a way to protect us, they don’t have to continue running our lives.
The first step is learning to make the invisible visible.
Together, Dr. Esther and Kevin explore how to recognize emotional triggers before they take control, regulate yourself in difficult moments, replace judgment with curiosity, and become aware of the old programming that may still be influencing who you are today. Kevin shares why asking a simple question like “Tell me about that” can transform a difficult conversation by creating space for understanding instead of immediately reacting to what we see on the surface.
They also explore the connection between emotional intelligence and the biblical principle of renewing the mind. Kevin introduces the concept of your personal “operating system”—the beliefs, experiences, patterns, and internal programming influencing your responses—and explains why true transformation requires more than learning new information. Sometimes you have to identify what is already running beneath the surface before you can choose something different.
And because transformation doesn’t mean perfection, Kevin introduces the Power of Return: the understanding that even after doing the inner work, you will sometimes get triggered, react poorly, or fall into an old pattern. Emotional intelligence gives you the ability to recognize it, return to yourself, repair when necessary, and choose again.
This conversation isn't just about what happens in a workshop, conference, coaching session, or church service. It’s about what happens on “Tuesday at 2:15 p.m.”—when the pressure is real, the conversation gets hard, your emotions rise, and you have to decide who is going to lead the moment: your old programming or the person you are becoming.
Whether you're leading a team, navigating a relationship, raising a family, building a business, or simply learning to lead yourself better, this episode will challenge you to get curious about your reactions, uncover what may be driving them, and recognize that you always have an opportunity to make a different choice.
Because once you can see the pattern, you finally have something you can change.